Father's Day

Why I think Sushant's death is a spiritual big picture event, meant to shake us up, as a community and as individuals:

Sushant was definitely on a mission..he had so many projects and plans to make a difference in so many areas and also enjoy life here and on the moon and in space and help kids, nasa, astronomy, gaming, ai, you name it….flood relief, disaster relief and so on….

Little did he know (or did he know ?) that the biggest change he would bring in the world was by dying.

The upheaval in bollywood, so many crazy things ,criminal things, bullies, conspiracies, competition, insecurities coming to light, murders, hush ups, mafia connections… things we always suspected are being part of direct confrontations now. More and more people willing to speak up against the injustices( there will also be people who take advantage of the situation and make up stories to their advantage). 

I was pleasantly surprised to see AR Rahman, Shekhar Kapoor, Shekhar Gupta, speaking up. And so many more are using this opportunity to speak up. Many might be misusing it too. 

This scenario is not only in bollywood. In politics too we are seeing a lot of the same stuff going on... in India and all over the world. The shady hushed up parts. The open secrets. The resignation of  "this is how it is in …..... " , money power, abuse, bullying, competition, racism, blind articles, fake stories planted in media etc.

It also happens in our families and extended families...we bully others, abuse with power or money, control by emotional or other blackmail, put others down.

And it also happens within us. Inside of us. One part of us bullying us, another criticising us, another controlling us with money, judgement, and so on.

The good news is that it's all coming out in the open, people are talking about it and blaming each other, (some also apologizing to others.) Thus showing a mirror to us .

I wish luck to those who are fighting for justice. I hope it happens. It may not happen the way we expect it...in court, with all the guilty punished by law. It may happen in a way that they, whoever they are that caused Sushant to commit suicide or killed him( I think there's definitely something fishy) will be served justice in some other way (guilt, or pain, or living in fear or a similar fate or something that I can't imagine) .

The change has to begin with us. For those of us who are not in that space of publicly fighting for justice( needs a lot of courage to show up) yet or will never be, it is nevertheless an awakening call that Sushant's death has triggered.

We can begin by showing up for ourselves and take a good honest look at all those parts of ourselves which are killing the creative beings that we are. It's time to acknowledge how we kill

ourselves bit by bit and become unrecognizable even to ourselves.

The world is our mirror and is asking us to face our demons and stop giving them power and to live our truth.

Thank you Sushant for sending us this message . Loud and Clear.

Hope you are in peace, wherever you are.